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Friday, August 07, 2009

Fri, 07 Aug 2009 02:58:34 GMT

Bolding the TRUTH.

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 10:56:01 GMT

Ha ha. MEN are from MARS, I am from VENUS. :)
Before I go to sleep, here's a 'survey' I stole from acheela, a multiply friend. Ha ha.

The instruction was to bold all that are applicable to me. :)

I am single
I have a boyfriend
Currently I have a crush on one guy
One of my favorite discussion topics is guys
I like guys with facial hair
I like clean shaven guys
I've been proposed to
I've been married
I've been divorced
I've wanted to marry a guy-friend before
My Favorite color on guys is white
My Favorite Color on guys is black
It's creepy when some guys wear pink
I like guys with blonde hair
I like guys with black hair
I like guys with brown hair
I like guys with red hair
I like Emo Guys
I like Punk Guys
I like Jocks
Blue eyes on guys are beautiful!
Green eyes are the best!
Tall, dark, handsome with dark brown eyes!
I <3 guys with muscles
I like guys with shaggy hair
I've been given flowers for Valentines Day
My favorite part about guys is how funny they are
Guys; Can't live with them, can't live without them
I've said, "Why can't they invent something besides guys to marry?"
I've kicked a guy where it counts before
A guy has called me cute before
A guy has called me pretty before
A guy has called me ugly before
I have been to the movies alone with a guy
I've been in love
I've eaten alone with a guy before
I've been on a date
I like Christian guys
I dont care about religion when it comes to guys
I have called a guy cute before
I have called a guy handsome/hot before
I can look at a cute guy and not think about sex
I don't like guys who drink
I don't like guys who smoke
I don't like guys who sleep around
I like good moral guys
I like guys who know how to work, but don't become workaholics
I like guys who believe in waiting for marriage for sex
I've almost crashed my car because I saw a cute guy
A Guy has given me flowers before
A guy has kissed me in the last week
A guy has hugged me in the last week
I've tripped checking out a cute guy
I've bought a movie/book just because the guy in it was cute
I love it when guys go shirtless (at times!)
I know a guy who has gotten a girl pregnant
1 of My best friend(s) is a guy(s)
I've had a guy in my room before
I've been to a guy's house
I've taken a picture of a guy I like in the last three months
Guys look like angels when they sleep
A guy has groped me before
A guy has grabbed my butt before
I've been asked for my phone number by a guy before
I've kissed a guy I've just met
I've bought a guy a birthday present before

well it turns out to be a GUY SURVEY! hahahaha.

GOODNIGHT WORLD! ;)

<3 rahmsz

Back to Basics.

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 10:24:33 GMT

As I promised on my last post that I'd delete that if things are starting to be ok, newsflash people after a long period of whining and self-pitying, I finally learned to handle this stuffs without being too depressed every now and then. I think I'm starting to get used to it! Yey! how bout' a round of applause for me please? hahaha. okay, well then. I even made a bunch of friends there, yea, you read it right F-R-I-E-N-D-S! how come? uhmmm.. let's just say i'm good at talking to people that's why, and because of that going there is not too hard for me anymore, making it much much more bearable.

So I started to believe of what other people had said that "everything happens for a reason" because if not for this "grounded stuffs" I'd never had a chance to meet these wonderful and exciting people, I may never know that they sure had existed pala. hahaha. I never expected to happen it this way either, I just thought that I will just go there, do my thing and poof! repeat it all over again on the following days, but luckily, things turned out to be quite different. The better part of it is that I'm finally happy but maybe I'll be more happier if I'd get to be "normal" again! haha! So i found stuffs about me, stuffs that i never know that I'm capable of like I honestly had this kind of attitude where I criticize people from head to toe, judging where they came from is the worst part of it, I tend to be so full of myself, I tend to claim that no one is better than my friends cause' they're oh' so fabulous. which is entirely true. haha. okay, so what if I'm that rude! but the thing is I learn to compromise, I learn to give people a chance to get to know me, I learn to mingle and be comfortable talking to people whatever they're status in life is and I'm not too afraid of rejection either! I mean, I can't just stand on a pedestal all my freakin' life right? RIGHT! so enough updates on that one. I know I had such a huge progress since then and I can do this! Eventually things will work out just the way I wanted it to be.

More news? Well, I'm super hyped about what will happen this September! in that freakin' whole month! I know this will change my life forever and for all of you people who thought that I'm going back to being 'normal', na-uh that's not it! Just remember that 2nd semester will kick-off on November not September! so it's a whole different thing! and for me not to spoil the moment, I'm gonna keep you guessing guys! haha. how much I love September! LOL.

signing off!

xoxo,

<3 rahmsz

[Beach+Boys= SUMMER!!]

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 05:35:43 GMT

At last! i have a new layout already! haha! well. it's summer plus we have a DSL line already again! and I hope this is permanent so I wouldn't be bored doing nothing but stare at the ceiling of my room. But see, i'm still too lazy to code my own layout so I just grab one up from a random site and edited some things up to make it look better. credits to Rachael for the layout. and yes, if you click the link, you'll see we have the same layout. but who cares? my lazy-o-meter is taking a toll on me. as i said, i'm mastering my editing skills. haha. what a ~~stupid~~ excuse right?.

anywhoo. I was supposed to be in Palawan right now. in the beach, in a nice hotel room, snorkling, diving, hiking, eating, sleeping and doing all those fancy stuffs, and yet. our flight got cancelled! what a bummer right? I was expecting to have the most fabulous vacay of my life then one bad booking will ruin it all. My mom said, we can just ride the Superferry next friday, we can't be on a plane 'cause it's all fully booked for the week because the STRAA competition (Southern Tagalog Regional Athletic Association) will be held there, so all the airplanes will be filled by participants from different regions and maybe all the hotels will be booked by then. arrrrrrghhh! i'm just hoping that there would be still some hotels that we can go to. and I'm already eyeing one place that would be great and fun to go to. right here.

moving on, i'm currently addicted in watching PBB because of that guy Kevin Garcia. he's so hot kasi! OMG! i would give my every penny? :) just to see him. plus i love Alex and Josef too. they're way too cute. *blushes*

see? i even left a kiss mark there! haha. anyway, that's Kevin. he has this macho effect that makes all the girls drooling over him! including me! yay!

so guys! that's it!
i already updated my decaying blog.
hope you guys would like it.
send some comments aryt?
thanks mucho!

<3 rahmsz

MY YEAR END POST

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 00:09:59 GMT

Hey guys! it's been ages since I last posted, well.. it's just because we doesn't have DSL connection in our house anymore.. what a total pain in the ass right?!!.. so, Im here in a computer shop typing this entry for you guys to keep updated... or hence, for my blog not to be awarded "The Crappiest blog the human race had ever seen" blah,blah.blah...

Oh well, moving on, I'd like to wrap up this year with a big THANK YOOOOOOOOOUUUUU! to everyone that left a mark in my life, making this year a fun-filled, memorable one..... From saying goodbye to my highschool days to saying HELLO COLLEGE! from moving on for the you-know-who guy (his name is way too mentioned so I guess you will get this right) to facing a carefree single life.. hahaha. from my long hair to short hair then long hair again era.. motorcycle crashes, my 16th fabulous birthday, moon and stars, Cristina's debut, chekoy's bday. the gossip girl series, blue hawaii issues.. hehe.. then lot of tambays and tons of parties I attended... birthday parties, Halloween party, Christmas party, farewell party, grad ball, concerts... etc. trust me, it's fun but it's waaaaaay too tiring!!!....

With all those fun and dramas that happened, I've learned many things from different situations, I've learned to take time for myself and to treat myself with a great deal of love and respect, 'cause I like me..... I like what I've become... Not so long ago, I was so self-assured, But recently, a lot has occurred, and I'm no longer a little girl, But I'm not that old for sure, now life is strange and all I know is that I don't want my insecurities to show up. It's crazy how much my life is changing, but if I embrace both the laughter and tears, I think I'll survive my teenage years, and that's the only truth I should live by...

sorry for the randomness..
hehe..
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
2008 here we come!!

love you all..
;)

<3 rahmsz

* HAPPY MUCHO.*

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 11:22:15 GMT

oh my gawd. i passed ALGEBRA!!!

i passed the freakin' subject. seriously,

i mean. i thought i couldn't do it. but yeah, all my efforts paid off.

i call that effort you know!!

i'm very very happy.

i couldn't even find words to explain it all.

i was just like "wtf?! i passed it?!!" with a big question mark-slash-exclamation point.

I LOVE IT! now i can parttttttttttty. woooooh. celebrate with me guys.

so yeah, TRIGO here we come!!!!

Oh God! Thank you. berimatch.

alabshu guys.

bye.

<3 rahmsz

* GOSSIP GIRL *

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 23:42:43 GMT

my latest favorite show.. and i'm keeping myself busy with this!! youtube is my saviour! my one and only connection to watch this.. it's not showing here in the Philippines yet. so yea, no youtube, no gossip girl! i kinda have to deal with that! hahaha..

anyway, here's a review for you guys!

"The privileged prep school teens on Manhattan's Upper East Side first learn that Serena van der Woodsen (Blake Lively, "The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants") is back in town the way they learn all the important news in their lives -- from the blog of the allknowing albeit ultra-secretive Gossip Girl. No one knows Gossip Girl's identity, but everyone in this exclusive and complicated vicious circle relies on her website and text messages for the latest scoop. Even Serena's closest friend, Blair Waldorf (Leighton Meester, "Entourage"), is surprised to find that Serena has suddenly ended her selfimposed exile to boarding school and returned to Manhattan.

Once the Upper East Side's most notorious party girl, Serena's reasons for returning are mysterious, although they may have something to do with her younger brother Eric (Connor Paolo, "Alexander"). Whatever the reasons, the change in Serena is obvious, especially to Blair, whose friendship with Serena has always been competitive and difficult. When Serena was out of the picture, Blair enjoyed her time in the spotlight and she has no intention of going back to living in Serena's shadow. Their uneasy relationship is further complicated by Blair's boyfriend Nate (Chace Crawford, "The Covenant"), a young man uneasy with all the privileges that have been handed to him by his high-powered father Howie "The Captain" Archibald (Sam Robards, "The West Wing"). Now that Serena is back, Blair will have to fight to hold onto Nate's attention. It also remains to be seen whether Blair's loyal lieutenants -- Katy (newcomer Nan Zhang) and Isabel (newcomer Nicole Fiscella) -- will remain by her side or break ranks to follow Serena.

The tension between Blair and Serena isn't lost on anyone in this crowd, since they all live for gossip and scandal -- along with fashion, shopping and partying in Manhattan's trendiest hot spots. This is a world you have to be born into, full of wealth, power, and people like Chuck (Ed Westwick, "Children of Men"). A friend of Nate's since childhood, Chuck leads a reckless life, and constantly pushes Nate to explore his dark side."

and yea, one reason why I watch this show, is because of him!

isn't he just adorable??.. haha. eventhough he's cocky and all that! he's still gorgeous and 100% smoking hot!! wheeeeeeew. Chuck Bass/ Ed Westwick is the new shizz my friends!! haha. anyway, I really love this show, The glamorous, the rich, the scandalous what is not like about this show. This show is everything a girl needs, enjoy the gossip, enjoy the setting, enjoy the drama..

you know you love it.

xoxoxo.

bye!

<3 rahmsz

* SEMBREAKKKK*

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 22:53:17 GMT

before i start, i just wanted to share this quote to you guys!:

"Sometimes, we realize to change for the better just when the situation got worse. We realize to finally correct our mistakes just when those mistakes have caused irreversible damage. We finally decided to prove ourselves worthy just when the person whom you want to prove your worth has already decided that you’re not worth it at all. Most of the lessons are learned when the test is over. That’s how ironic life is."

The quote hit me hard! hahaha.. so yea, at last, my very first semester in college is finally over. Many things had happened eventhough it's only 5 months, so i think i'm living a very fast-paced life., no chance on savoring every moment that's occuring, it's like whatever happens happen. anypoooo. i'm really really thankful that i did find my friends for this short period of time. i mean, if it wasn't for them, maybe i'm over, dead, or assassinated.. haha.. they are my support group people! yea, we have so many indifferences but we find time to understand each and every one of us. I was just thinking last night and ironically laughed about it, because there's one instance, in our group and that would be eleven of us, that we had this "little misunderstanding".. see my "*LEFT OUT*" post, but yea, later that night, we missed each other and settled all the issues then. oh God! i already miss them!! too bad. i can't go to our outing in Silang, it's not that my mom doesn't want me to go there, but it's just because I doesn't have any money left, talk about being poor people!! how can I pay for that freakin' entrance fee? there's no way my mom would lend me some money, because it's sembreak! it means-----"no classes, no money" that's a strict policy though. gaaaad! I hate rules! it just sucks. hehehe.

so speaking of money problems, i ran out of money, because of what happened last saturday! it's Chekoy's bday! BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND! i love you to bits!! so yea, i had to go out. since i've never seen this people like agessss ago, and luckily, my mom allowed me to go, because the party is just around the corner.. so yea! we had fun like hell, talk about partying to the full extent with loud music that almost disturb the whole neighborhood, and with lots of drinks. I'm a good girl, so i didn't bother to take even a sip of it!! suprisingly, yes!! i'm starting to be sober! anyway, eventhough we had fun, of course the night wouldn't end without the "DRAMAAAAAA!!!" i knew it, all the issues before is still an issue now. were like laughing the whole time then suddenly, my two friends just bursted out and started to ditch each other. then, they got kicked out of the party, seriously, Chekoy can be very rude at times, especially when your ruining his party. and i'm very thankful that he did it. He's uber lucky though! his car is as hot as he is. haha. i'm not being naughty here that's me being nice in describing people!! so by the way, SAM L. is there!! haha. you got it! he's there.. and i just Ignored him the whole time, and maybe, i'm starting to be good at it.. really.. he's like "wtf is going on with you?!", and i just laughed the whole time, i'm there to have a good time and catch up with my friends, i didn't go there to be with him! so i wouldn't let anyone to ruin the night. besides, i'm over him. so many good things are happening right now in my life and i doesn't want him to be a part of it.. i think, what they say is true -------what goes around,comes around!---- KARMA!! hahaha. *evil laugh*...

and now, some of my friends would come over here in our house! and i'm really excited, since it's just like what i said, we never seen each other for a really really long time. so yea, i'm very hyped!!

who said sembreak isn't fun?huh?

well that's it for now.

i'll post the pics soon! i promise!

sorry for the post! my randomness are taking over.

bye.

<3 rahmsz

* LEFT OUT*

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 12:51:38 GMT

ok.ok. ganito yung nangyari ngayon. pagtapos nung test namin sa comp. app, lumabas kami ni Tracy and we had a talk sa may 7-11. tapos, ayun. napagusapan namin yung "issue".. hehe. siyempre namroblema kami. then. IT CLASS. Eena and I are talking then suddenly, nalaman ko ganun din pala yung nafefeel nila ni Rica.e di yun. pagtapos ng IT. di namin sila nahanap. kaya kami yung natira. tapos yun, napagusapan na... ang dami pa lang bagay na hindi namin alam, na kung di pa sinabi ni --------- di pa namin malalaman katulad ng:

BLEEP 1: nasan na kaya sina Ramona saka Tracy?
BLEEP 2: "HAYAAN MO NA YUNG MGA YUN!!!"

o di ba? siyempre super badtrip naman kami ni tracy kasi di namin akalain di ba?.. hehe.. tapos ako. siyempre go!! hinahanap ko naman sila. despite of what happened. parang wala lang. tapos ayun. habang patagal ng patagal yung conversation namin. parami ng parami yung nalalaman ko. e di kami naman ni Tracy sobrang nabibigla lagi. ayun. malas lang.

hehe. basta yun lang. di na namin ulit pinagusapan. pero pero. ayun, siyempre nung nasa GDO kami. tawanan lang ng tawanan hehe. grabe.

cguro. kailangan namin magusap usap talaga. isang problem: LACK OF COMMUNICATION people! hehe.

basta ako. OK lang. bahala na si batman. hehehe.

lam niyo naman. hehe. kailangan natin magpakasaya lagi. hehe;)

<3 rahmsz

* F E A R *

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 12:31:53 GMT

"baka sa susunod ikaw na humanap sa sarili mo" that's what Tracy said. this afternoon, at the library. after doing my thing with Eena. i got struck with what she said. like REAL BIG TIME! i don't know why, but it's like all of a sudden. things got to me. I broke down. It felt like my system reached it's maximum extent of vulnerability. I felt... well, afraid.. Then after that, i just got up and take a walk right down to the comfort room then when i'm inside on one of the stalls out there. i prayed. seriously. because I was just wondering if I may have come to a point of negligence towards things that are of God. I mean, how else can fear engulf me like that? It was so surreal. I felt like an addict hankering after a fix just so I can get through – no kidding! I was crying out to Him like some hopeless person, to say the least.

arrrrrrrrrrrgh. it's so confusing. darn it.!!!!!!!!

anypoo. i had the coolest time with my friends. then yea. we called it "THE LAST THURSDAY" haha.

we bonded and ate at MCDO. share laughs and talks is a great fun!

me and my girls after algebra.

and this would be the coolest pic of the day. ;)

much love people!

xoxoxoxox

<3 rahmsz

wammmawam's Xanga

Friday, August 07, 2009

Bolding the TRUTH.

Back to Basics.

[Beach+Boys= SUMMER!!]

*MY YEAR END POST*

* HAPPY MUCHO.*

* GOSSIP GIRL *

* SEMBREAKKKK*

* LEFT OUT*

* F E A R *

MY YEAR END POST