As I promised on my last post that I'd delete that if things are starting to be ok, newsflash people after a long period of whining and self-pitying,  I finally learned to handle this stuffs without being too depressed every now and then. I think I'm starting to get used to it! Yey! how bout' a round of applause for me please? hahaha. okay, well then. I even made a bunch of friends there, yea, you read it right F-R-I-E-N-D-S! how come? uhmmm.. let's just say i'm good at talking to people that's why, and because of that going there is not too hard for me anymore, making it much much more bearable. 

So I started to believe of what other people had said that "everything happens for a reason" because if not for this "grounded stuffs" I'd never had a chance to meet these wonderful and exciting people, I may never know that they sure had existed pala. hahaha. I never expected to happen it this way either, I just thought that I will just go there, do my thing and poof! repeat it all over again on the following days, but luckily, things turned out to be quite different. The better part of it is that I'm finally happy but maybe I'll be more happier if I'd get to be "normal" again! haha! So i found stuffs about me, stuffs that i never know that I'm capable of like I honestly had this kind of attitude where I criticize people from head to toe, judging where they came from is the worst part of it, I tend to be so full of myself, I tend to claim that no one is better than my friends cause' they're oh' so fabulous. which is entirely true. haha. okay, so what if I'm that rude! but the thing is I learn to compromise, I learn to give people a chance to get to know me, I learn to mingle and be comfortable talking to people whatever they're status in life is and I'm not too afraid of rejection either! I mean, I can't just stand on a pedestal all my freakin' life right? RIGHT! so enough updates on that one. I know I had such a huge progress since then and I can do this! Eventually things will work out just the way I wanted it to be.

More news? Well, I'm super hyped about what will happen this September! in that freakin' whole month! I know this will change my life forever and for all of you people who thought that I'm going back to being 'normal', na-uh that's not it! Just remember that 2nd semester will kick-off on November not September! so it's a whole different thing! and for me not to spoil the moment, I'm gonna keep you guessing guys! haha. how much I love September! LOL.

signing off!

xoxo,

<3 rahmsz